Thursday, June 02, 2005

geeez....today was tiring...had pointless classes in the morning...wrote so much...plus went tuition and copy notes...my hand is using the reserve energy man...drained like hell...after school...went to town with marcus walk here n dere to find the cheapest cd lol...den after tht went tuition....so sian lah...today not my day lah...did 5 questions in 1 hr and i carelessed half of them den chem...my teacher siao...teach so much...my hand was like screaming'GIVE ME A BREAK!'...poor hand...i still havent caught any movie yet...

anyway... i was thinking...we are abit like a beggar...we wish for something that is realli hard to get...its like a beggar wishing for a piece of jade...we know that everyone has it...and sometimes u just eye that someone with tht jade that u want...sometimes even if that person doesnt want the jade...he sends it to the pawnshop...n u ...the beggar...lack of funds...cannot get it...its is out of your reach....den u noe u want the jade so much that you probably go get a job for it...u ll do everything for the jade in the pawnshop...you earn your money and u want to get the jade but it seems so hard...that jade had a name inscripted on it....a mark that will be hard to remove...u wish tht u made tht mark...sighz...den u in ur head...u know that to have tht jade would mean the world to you...you would treat it the best...give it the shine it once had...n u would never let it go cus of its sentimental value....the 1st thing of value u had in ur life....u might finally get it...u may not...make a choice to work hard today...maybe one day...the deepest desires will become reality....but if the ball isnt in our court...all we can do it hope..have faith and keep loving...

|cowpoo| 10:30 PM|

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